如果有一天

最近，身边的朋友都在问：

“如果有一天，你的‘前绯闻男友’甚至是‘现任绯闻男友’有了女朋友，而且就要注册结婚了，你会觉得怎样？”

其实，在多年以前，我也曾问过我自己这个问题。
结果嘞，我发现/觉得，既然没真正地付出任何感情，也没真正轰轰烈烈或简简单单恋爱-ing，无所谓啦。
会难过、可惜吗？不会啦。

人生嘛，暗恋或单恋，也只不过是人生的一个phase。
有缘分的话，就能白头偕老。
无缘无份或有缘无分，也就不过如此。
所以，我能够接受我曾经喜欢的男生最后没有选择我的事实。

我并不是装坚强，
Honestly speaking，
我也没有付出任何effort and energy去“争取”恋爱。
就连在准备论文或审查的当儿，我竟然可以忘掉“前、现任绯闻”男友的存在！

也许，这是魔蝎座自私的恋爱观：
在不确定他就是Mr Right时，
宁可偷偷单恋或尝试暗示他，也不会100%的投入任何的感情，
原因只怕伤害自己。

可能有些朋友会担心我，
会想办法帮我度过这个可能会发生的“如果有一天... ...”，
但是，
我觉得他们的担心是多余的。

去年，他的一个决定，
已经让我完完全全的失去了当年对他的喜欢。
眼泪，
也让我看清了他已经变成了我不想看到的他。

我没有说谎，
也没有装坚强，
我只想告诉大家，
不管最后的故事结局是怎么样，我很庆幸，我有一群最佳“损友”让我emotionally依靠着。



PS: 叫你们“损友”是对的！因为，你们没有阻止我买五月天的Monopoly!!!!!

Don't worry, I will be back... ...

It has been a long time since I last updated this blog. No, I have not forgetton this blog of mine. Problem is I have been busy with Facebook and other stuff. I have alot to share and to rant, but recently, if I am to begin my rantings, I fear, I will be getting hate mails - not that I mind, actually.

I was reading one of my friend's blog recently (yes, I update so INFREQUENTLY, yet, I am a regular blog reader) and she was sharing some thoughts of hers. In her blog, she commented how we have to live not having to take others' words to heart - something I have not been able to do. Now, I have to learn to "sieve out" what others think of me is true and if their opinions really matter to me. It is not easy, but I am trying.

Many things have been happening recently which I will really like to rant about, but at the end of the day, do I really want to immortalize these unremarkable events online by blogging about it. I think not. I may talk about it, but seriously, these stuffs are really not worthy being mentioned here.

On a happier note, the first half of 2010 is going to be pretty busy - with football matches, scrapbooking, weddings, concerts and mini trips to look forward to. Here's a glimpse:

13th March - 萧敬腾 《洛克先生 Mr Rocker》 concert
27th March - Creative Escape with  Donna Downey
1st April to 4th April - Shopping and Makan Trip to KL, Malaysia
17th April - Mayday's DNA Encore concert - 五月天 《 变形DNA - 无限放大版》 @ The Padang
1st May - S's Wedding @ Ipoh, Malaysia

Yes, am looking forward to all the events above.

Will be making a 8 by 8 album for my friend's wedding. Hope it will turn up alright. Album bought and wil begin the work on the covers after blogging.

Will update again soon, I promise.

Where have I been?????

Sorry for not updating for so long.

I have been busy, lazy and there are just too many things to do and to take care of and to attend and etc etc etc... ...

Well, I am back. I know this is kinda late but hey, HAPPY 2010!!!!!

I know that my last few entries were mainly Mayday orientated, but alas, while I have yet to update you all about my recent trip to Taiwan, Mayday will be back in Singapore again. This time, to perform at Padang, Singapore!!!!! I mean, at the Padang!!!

Yes, Mayday will be performing on Saturday, 17th April 2010. Am I going? Of course I will be going???

The last time I caught their concert here in Singapore was 28th August 2009 and 29th August 2009. The songs were nearly the same for both nights except that there were some changes to the selection of songs towards the end of the concert. And yes, as promised to the fans, they did sing past 12 midnight for both nights. That is close to 3 1/2 hours of songs and sing-alongs and screamings.

The fans for both nights were slightly different in that the fans for the 29th show were more enthusiastic and loud. Yes, the mood for the 29th was simply fantastic. Sales for the 29th show went on sales around 4th January 2009, even before the band and the organisers had decided on the theme of their 2009/10 world tours.

The band is back in Singapore for an encore concert and it will be an almost an exact "cloned" version of their concert back in Kaohsiung, where it saw an audience size of more than 50,000 people and at a magnificent venue - the World Games Stadium.

Alright, I will update again, hopefully, later the day.

Meantime, good night (or good morning)!

Maydaymania - Best Fans

I just attended the F1 Rocks, which featured the Asian Pop stars, namely Da Mouth, Sodagreen, A-Mei and Jacky Cheung.

I do not know what was wrong with the audience. How can they not be moved by the music? Especially the heart-thumping numbers!!!

After the concert, I remembered an article which commented that Mayday fans were the most awesome lot! Yes, the Mayday fans are truly the best! They really know how to enjoy a concert. They can sing along to almost all their songs, dance, jump and scream their lungs out!!!

It also seemed the most of the audience were at F1 Rocks mainly to see Jacky Cheung. I know he is a fantastic performer and singer, but, as audience, we should also give our support to other performing artists such as Da Mouth and Sodagreen.

Personally, I think the best performers are probably Da Mouth and Sodagreen. Sodagreen's sound system was down during one of their numbers and they had to stop their show while the technical crew fixed the problem. Da Mouth and Sodagreen were more sincere and put in their best, despite knowing that most of the audience were there to see Jacky Cheung. A-mei is good, as expected, Nothing to complain, really.

I am proud to admit I am there to see Sodagreen and Da Mouth and seeing A-Mei and Jacky Cheung are like a bonus to me. At least, for the show tonight. Jacky Cheung reminded me very much of Adam Lambert, the runner of last season's American Idol, which saw Kris Allen as the eventual winner.

So, not everyone can be a rocker. Jacky can sing very well, but rock is not his forte.

Rock is best left to Mayday, who are the ones who can do justice to rock music!

All the Best to Mayday for their 4 days concert at Taipei Arena!!!!!

I will update again after the F1 race.

Meantime, have a good weekend!

Maydaymania - more favourite clips found on youtube

Ashin thanking the sponsors.Quite a funny clip.

Another funny clip of Ashin talking some stuff before sing this very jazzy version of 《恋爱-ING》.

Another song which I never thought Mayday will sing. I like this song very very much!

Enjoy all clips!

Maydaymania - Favourite YouTube Clips of MayDay D.N.A concerts in Singapore

《明白》, a song which I never thought Mayday will sing at the concert.
《拥抱》, a song which always melts my heart TOTALLY!!!! Thanks to youtube, I can always have this concert version.


《爱情的摸样》, another song, which I did not expect them to sing. Love it!

《I LOVE YOU 无望》, this is one of the few Hokkien ballad which I really really love!!!
As for the fast numbers, one will have to be at the concert to truly appreciate them strumming their strings away or drumming wildly or singing into a state of trance!

Simply speechless concerts!!! 8.28 and 8.29 will now have special meanings... ....

MayDaymania - Scrapbooking

This accordin album was made using Maya Road Accordin Chpbaord Album. Patterned Paper: American Carft. Photos were taken from BinMayDay 的相簿PIXNET。

Yes, after the first concert, I managed to find some nice pictures of the MayDay Singapore concert and used them to make an accordin album as a Christmas present for my friend - B. She was very happy. And of course, every now and then, she will receive either a MayDay themed scapbooking related work or some Mayday related item as birthday/Christmas present. I am glad that she has not complained abit.

This year, Xiu, B and later, Juan will all receive a MayDay themed mini album. Hopefullly, this mini album will help to capture the memories of that much enjoyable concert, which we attended in January, 2009. Everyone's mini album is a bit different because of the journalling and depending on the materials I have at hands at the time of making the album. Shown in the blog is the album meant for B.

Some glimpses of that album -

Thanks for looking!