Dilemma

I was going to give my own critical review of the SodaGreen concert but after reading Agnes's entry, I did not feel like doing the review anymore.

Before I could read the line about the part which she cried very hard, I felt very sad. I do not blame Agnes's for her behaviour. I mean, there are so many times whereby the emotion just over-ride the rationality!!!

Ong has always sympathized FS King despite all the arguments and the nonsense he got himself into. Even when FS King spite Ong, she will forgive him totally. She will always remember the hard time and the terrible time that he is going through and forgive him time and time again and even helped him, if she can.

FS King is like a rebellious son she never need to have. The care and concern that Ong showered for him was so much that he was nicknamed Ong's god son. No joke! However, Ong, being the innately emotional softie that she is, sometimes overlooked the fact that FS King can be too much to handle. I know for a fact that there are some seniors who are quite keen to groom him, but, he does not have the right attitude for it. While he may know alot of things, there will always be arguments that one can learn all the theories from books. Attitude plays one of the most important factor in any workplace. Attitude rules!!!

Ong gave us all a hard stare because she was very upset that she was not informed of the good news from FS King and that we found the good news amusing. I admit that we were quite nasty about FS King's good news, but, like Ong, the emotional aspect took the better of us. I know Ong wanted us to shower similar blessings to him as we have done to others, but, FS King has tortured us so much emotionally that it will be difficult for us to be happy about his good news. It is simply, too difficult.

As for Agnes sadness, I can understand that totally. I remember there was a time when B told me to not to be so hostile to Ong and FS King. In case many of you thought I have been on good terms with Ong since long long time ago, truth is, I got to know her better after she was rotated to MAH and when Sam joined us. Recently, I confessed to Ong that I have the guts to be on friendlier terms with her after MAH rotation.

As for FS King picking on Agnes, well, this usually happens when the freshie is good. Personally, I strongly believed that FS King is insecure and feared that the freshie will much better. I bet FS King must have said alot of nasty things behind my back without my knowing when I was a freshie.

Well, Agnes, hope you are less upset now. Ong is very emotional. She really cares alot for FS King. She sees the sad aspect of FS King's life. Is true. She always feels that FS King is getting the worst of any deal, but then again, I strongly feel that he only has himself to blame. FS King is insecure while you are confident that you are doing well. FS King has no guts while you know when to stand up at the right time.

Remember, you are not the only one in the lab who have cried. I have, too... ...