WWK vs LA
Teddy Bear vs Chinese Antique Doll
Crush vs One-Sided Love
Alright, this is definitely the finale of my "new love" story. Hmmm, it is more like a novelette.
I have sorted out my feelings today. So, am I falling in love or just a crush?
Well, looks like the feelings for Teddy Bear is just a crush. Yap, just a crush. No love. And I do not like one-sided love affair.
I think I am like Missy V, having soft spot for people who needs an occassional, special care. So, Teddy Bear probably just need some care and attention and I have just given that. It is more like an elder sister showering some care and concern for the little brother, except that this time Teddy is older than me. So, yes, it is just a little crush for Teddy Bear and no more. I am quite sure there is no love involved. To my fellow readers, I hope the episodes (be it at work or blog) have been entertaining. Sorry to disappoint but I am SERIOUSLY NOT in love with Teddy Bear and Mr LA.
I have given these two guys alot of thoughts. Both of them have strengths which I like and weaknesses which I cannot stop laughing but somehow, I feel like I am not getting anywhere with them. Like most girls, I will like to have guys to notice me rather than the other way round. With Teddy Bear and Mr LA, it is sooooooo one sided. Look, I liked Mr LA for so long but he never has any feeling for me. As for Teddy Bear, I think I am just the happy dosage and clown for him during the hectic and stressful time at FS. If Teddy Bear found out that I have some feelings for him, he will be so scared of me in future!!! So, yes, I am not interested in him that way.
So, Mr LA and Teddy Bear are just guy friends whom I can crap alot with. No love. Yes, there are feelings, but, not love. I cannot resist that charming smile and laughter of Teddy Bear, but, that's about it. It is just like me finding Bridgey's glassy eyes or Ashin's smile irresistable. Also, I cannot keep falling in love with all those single guys who go to FS with me, right? Imagine me liking Ming should he go up to do his solo FS with me!!! So, it is just a confusion of a tart!!!
To all my good friends out there, yes, I am NOT in love with Teddy Bear or Mr LA. I have good feelings of Teddy Bear but no love.
I shall look for the my Mr Right when I am done with my thesis. Thank you for being my love gurus, A-GE-NES and Xiu. Sorry, but I think the time for Mr Right to appear is not there yet.
My dear readers, hope you have an enjoyable time throughout this novelette!
PS: Goodness, 5 parts!!! Really a mini series!
PPS: Actually, if you look at the number of teddy bears I have on my bed, you will probably think that I have crush very often. Yes, I think I do have crush very often.
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