It is so rare that I get to sleep so much. Was thinking of reading the materials for my thesis, but, in the end, I slept through Saturday and almost the whole of today.
My mother kept telling to sleep as much as I can then my right eye can recover faster.
Yap, sure hope my right eye can regain full function soon.
Now, I have a few problems in mind.
I don't know when will lessons officially begin for me and am wondering if the time table is going to be very bizzare. I hope it will be a decent timetable which will not take up too much of my leave. My ideal plan is that the class begins during the month and time slot I prefer.
I like the fact that I get to stay at home and read some nice stuff for the past 3 and a half days. I have been browsing through Ashin's "Escape to Japan" and also going online to read his blog and stuff. Wow! It feels good to get away from the nonsensical working environment. It is during this time that the mind and body gets complete "detoxification".
My mind certainly needs a good "detoxification". I find that I am losing myself. The real me and the "me" that I will like to be. My confidence level is falling and I find myself trying to accommodate to people at work all the time. At the end of the day, the credits are claimed by others. All the background work done by me seemed so insignificant.
Why do the seniors walk around with blinkers?! They should take off their blinkers and see who are the people who are making an effort to improve the working environment!!!
I am sick and tired of the work place. If not for the girls (S, PY, B, AC, XW, Xiu, Missy L, Missy V, H), I think I would have resigned long ago or have made a huge fuss.
I don't know. I seriously think that my confidence level is falling. Just because I laugh off certain matters, that does not mean I do not take things seriously. But when I am stern and strict, I am mistaken for being bossy!!!
Sigh, the many misinterpretations of others on me.
Wake up people!!!
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